A Letter to My Little Gal. . .

To my dearest daughter, Bao Bao

It's been more than a month since you ran away from home, while we were on an outing. We had search high and low for you but still didnt see a glimpse of you. The day after you ran away, Mummy's granny passed away. It was a double blow for me. It breaks my heart to lose you and also to lose my granny at the same time.

We went to paste posters in the hope that someone might have seen you can gave us a clue as to where you are headed. Initally there were no calls at all. Then we started to get some prank calls. But we also have calls which gave us hope that you had been found. Just that when we went to pick 'you' up, it turn out to be another gal that look somewhat like you. It was an emotional rollercoaster ride for us all. Your grandparents and us went thru the ups and downs. Your grandparents told us that may be, just may be our fate has ended for us and you may have a new family. We do not believe that our fate has ended.

The link that bonds us together is still strong. I still can feel your presence around me, like you miss us just like we do. We really hope that you can come home soon. We still keep your fav spot of our bed, where you like to sleep as it is. Your fav bolster is also in place with your Mr. Crabby. All you have to do is to return home.

You do know that your scheduled operation for spaying has passed and that mummy and daddy will be going on holidays in the second week of April. Your aunt was supposed to be staying at home with you and your jie jie while we go on holidays. Now she will be staying with your jie jie only. Haiz. To think we prepare lots of newspapers coz you use them so fast. Your aunt even ask her bf to standby some newspaper in case you need more.

So do come home to us, no matter how naughty you were before, we still love you. Love has no end. You are our little pampered one. It's been a long vacation for you and you should have enough fun doing any camping around Singapore.

Just come home to us. Everyone at home is waiting for you to return home.

Loving you always
Mummy and Daddy

Still searching for our little gal...

Note: Zhu is on the left and Bao is on the right.

We are still on the search for our little gal to return to our home. Had rec'd a call from a lady, went down but sadly wasn't our gal...

Just the other day, rec'd a call from a guy.. Ask JJ to help me check if that is our gal, as we were working at that time. JJ called to tell me that it wasn't her.. Haiz.. Thanks to JJ & ZW for your help!

It doesn't matter that our hopes are brought high and got disappointed.. As there are news better than no news at all..

Zhu still goes to the main door sniffing and staring out.. Whining and gave us a sad look.. Yes, not only we, her parents are missing her, Zhu is missing her little sis too..

It's been a mth le.. Bao pls return home to us soon.. Been dreaming of you for a few days le, woke up feeling sad coz you ain't there for me to greet you morning.. Haiz..

Frustrated & Down

It's been more than 2 weeks and we havent had any news on Bao Bao.. It's very frustrating and sad that no one saw her.. Does that mean she is hiding very well? Or she has been taken back home by someone and they kept her as a pet? Or has someone taken her back and intend to use her to breed more puppies? Or she is no longer with us but gone to heaven?

It's very sad and worrying coz we really had no way to know if she is well and alive or is. . . . . .

If she is hiding very well, is it bcoz she heard me making appointment for her sterilization operation in March? She is afraid of the operation and wanted to hide from us bcoz of this.. If it really is, i would give anything to have her back and cancel the operation if that is what she is afraid and wanted to run away from us..

If she is taken back by someone who wanted to keep her as a pet, i really wish that she is treated well and is being treated like a pampered child.. And that the new family will keep her accompany till the day she passes on..

If she is taken back and ppl wanted to use her to breed more puppies, i really want them to give her back to me and i wouldnt mind giving them money just for her safe return..

If she is no longer with us but in heaven, i only hope that whatever causes her to die at such a young age doesnt cause her much pain.. I will hope that she knows that we love her very much and had been crying all this while she is missing.. The family isnt complete without her..

If only we can turn the clock back.. If only one of us can foresee the future.. If only that day i didnt have flu then could had ran faster and caught her.. If only.. .. Then we wouldnt have lost her.. Then she will be sleeping in our arms.. Then she will be at home welcoming us back home after work.. Then she will be happily playing with Zhu.. That's what i can say, if only..

We will give anything just to have her back.. If only we can get news of her being sighted again ard which area..

Where are you??!!

Where are you??!! It's been a week since the day you went missing.. Up till now we haven't got a call from anyone.. It's really very frustrating and sad that no one has seen you.. Are you alright? Where are you hiding? Everyone misses you lots..

Zhu has been whining for you.. She has been leaving her food half finish in the hope that you will appear to eat her food.. She has been searching the whole hse for you.. She always rush to the front door whenever we open it, just hoping to see you standing outside the door.. This is something that she has never done before.. Zhu has been having nightmares since the day you went missing.. Zhu keep going to your sleeping spots to sniff your smell and lick that area like you are still there.. It breaks our hearts to see her do all these and yet still has no news of you.

Mummy and daddy also having nightmares since the day you went missing.. We don't have much appetite.. Daddy had been talking in his sleep, calling out your name over and over again.. Mummy has been having dreams that you are hurt by others, once dreamt that i had found you hanging up on a tree tied by a rafia string on your belly to a branch, once dreamt that i had found you and hug you home.. I swear that after waking up from the dream that i was hugging you, i can feel your fur in my hands even though you weren't here.. I'm really hoping that you are well and is just hiding, waiting for us to find you.. The hse is not the same without you ard..

BaoBao, be careful k.. We will continue to look for you and we love you very much.. Come back to us asap..

Bao Bao Lost!

We lost Bao Bao at Botanic Garden today, 28 Jan 2009 in the afternoon. Last seen at Ginger Garden area. As the botanic garden closes at 7pm, we couldn't search for her any longer. She was wearing a cny clothes (gold / yellow). Just in case she manage to get the clothes off herself, she is black with white chest and white 4 paws.

Anyone who have seen her or who may have bring her back, pls contact us at angel_serene@hotmail.com.

She is miss by everyone at home. We are worried sick too.

New Year Resolution

Ok, so let's start with Zhu...

Zhu : Ok then... Hmm.. My goals are as follows

1. Be fast with my movements ( so as to finish my food fast for 2nd helping )
2. TRY to slim down, my parents keep saying i'm fat but i dun think so.. ( i'm just like garfield except i'm a dog )
3. At the moment cant think of more goals.. =P

Bao : My goals are as follows

1. Put on more weight ( so can push Zhu when i need to and might have a better chance of winning )
2. Try not to chew plastic bags anymore
3. Try not to chew other stuffs i'm not supposed to, especially mummy's hp =P

Mummy : Alright then, my turn..

1. Slim down 20kg
2. Try to make more time for friends and family
3. Go on a holiday trip ( have to ponder where & who to put my gals with )

Daddy : Mine is simple

1. Get a new aircon system
2. Try to make time to do the stuffs i've been wanting to do

Happy New Year!

From the whole family : We wish you a Happy New Year!

Zhu & Bao : Oh man! Mummy & Daddy still have to work on this last day of 2008 and first day of 2009 too.. T.T *Sad* They cant even countdown with us.. *More complains going on* By the time they come home, it will be first day of 2009 and they can only accompany us more after they end work on 1 Jan 2009..

Daddy : If we don't work, where got money to spend on you? You think we don't want to countdown with you and also spend this 2 days at home or bring you out mehz.. Daddy after work still have to go help your grandparents out lehz..

Mummy : That's right.. No work = No money.. Then cant get you more stuffs and cant go outing le.. Cant help it that mummy had to help your grandparents out at their store.. They having a countdown event there, so will operate past midnight mahz.. Mummy assure you that once daddy has an off day, we go on an outing k..