Tuesday 17 February 2009

Frustrated & Down

It's been more than 2 weeks and we havent had any news on Bao Bao.. It's very frustrating and sad that no one saw her.. Does that mean she is hiding very well? Or she has been taken back home by someone and they kept her as a pet? Or has someone taken her back and intend to use her to breed more puppies? Or she is no longer with us but gone to heaven?

It's very sad and worrying coz we really had no way to know if she is well and alive or is. . . . . .

If she is hiding very well, is it bcoz she heard me making appointment for her sterilization operation in March? She is afraid of the operation and wanted to hide from us bcoz of this.. If it really is, i would give anything to have her back and cancel the operation if that is what she is afraid and wanted to run away from us..

If she is taken back by someone who wanted to keep her as a pet, i really wish that she is treated well and is being treated like a pampered child.. And that the new family will keep her accompany till the day she passes on..

If she is taken back and ppl wanted to use her to breed more puppies, i really want them to give her back to me and i wouldnt mind giving them money just for her safe return..

If she is no longer with us but in heaven, i only hope that whatever causes her to die at such a young age doesnt cause her much pain.. I will hope that she knows that we love her very much and had been crying all this while she is missing.. The family isnt complete without her..

If only we can turn the clock back.. If only one of us can foresee the future.. If only that day i didnt have flu then could had ran faster and caught her.. If only.. .. Then we wouldnt have lost her.. Then she will be sleeping in our arms.. Then she will be at home welcoming us back home after work.. Then she will be happily playing with Zhu.. That's what i can say, if only..

We will give anything just to have her back.. If only we can get news of her being sighted again ard which area..

2 comments:

Pai Pai said...

Dun give up searching for her...continue to paste the posters ard tat area..continue to find her at the area...continue to check with the rangers, spca & ava on her information...im sure if u dun give up..u will be able to find her back...i believe she is still waiting for her to find her and bring her home...keep on going...im sure ur will be reunited...

Anonymous said...

Dont Give Upp.
I'm sure she miss you too , and want to go home. I understand your feeling.. Its not easy to accept this lo. aftrall , Im two furkids mummy. So i know how youu feel.
Although i cant do much to help youu. As i dont stay around there , So .. I'll just pray for you.Hope BaoBao will come back soon.